Today was great when it came to Sean. Oh, my god, I like him so much! I want to know what he feels. He says “I love you” a lot and I know he doesn’t mean it. He’s always giving me big hugs and is just…there. Oh, dear. Softball practice was very, very boring. I may like Andy, too. Me and Mom went shopping for a Miata. Came back and ate dinner. Showered. Talked to Shannon.