Good morning! But then at lunch Courtney seemed sad and it made me sad. But then she got happy and I was still sad. Me and Shannon “made up” (I guess). Came home and did the usual. Think I’m going to start running after school… Need to get more exercise. Went to Eddie’s. Did usual after going to Los Tres. V’been thinking about Sean a lot today. I want him back and I know I can do it. I just don’t know how???