Marcy S., age 50, 1974

Harold said to me several weeks ago that he felt he couldn’t find me through all my devotional reading, prayer group, etc. My first reaction was “there he goes again, blaming me for our lack of communication.” Then just a few days ago I realized that all my reading hasn’t made me a joyful, loving, relaxed person — my “witness” is much more negative than positive. If Christ were living in me, I don’t think Harold would be able to say this.